I can't believe I'm updating an abandoned-for-sometime blog of mine with another emotional post. This time it is a sad thing but turns out to be a peaceful one.
Finally I get to taste the rejection by someone. I was so stressed out and down. The situation was like I was almost drowned in the middle of the sea having nobody to hold my helpless hands. My mind was struggling so hard till I could hardly breathe which could possibly break into pieces. I am this weak. Very weak indeed. I fag out myself for so many times. Sometimes I always wonder why am I such a weakling?
Voices of theirs reached in time to save my soul being dragged out to nowhere. Every words they had said to me flashes back into my troubled mind. Thanks to Aaron and Chi Ming keeping me accompanied when I truly needed you guys.
I'm doing just fine. All I need is time to heal up the wound. Perhaps this is what people say, first cut is the deepest. It's a new experience to me and I have learned a lot through this. I've grown tougher now. I'll move on.
I am happy to know you. I was so blissful and truly appreciate the time we had together and all the memories although not much but it means a lot to me. Thanks for everything. We are not fated to be lovers but we can still stay as best friends.
Photochop!
After having some "awesome" weeks of assignments and midterms, I am finally having a break but not for long because final is coming soon T_T
I wasn't able to put 100% effort into my assignments simply due to my laziness =) but I was capable enough just to get good marks though. Okay..enough of LC-ing here.
I want to kick a ball! I wanna show off my skills. I wanna play with professionals and fun mates. I wanna make incredible passes. I wanna run along with a ball. I wanna dribble pass through everyone in court. I wanna make a glory moment of myself. I wanna play futsal!
Takde kaki larr but..
Recently, I found myself a new hobby. Photoshop.com. It is so fun and I am already addicted to it. To edit one picture it takes so much of time.
Well mates, Photochop is serious business. Truestory.com
I wasn't able to put 100% effort into my assignments simply due to my laziness =) but I was capable enough just to get good marks though. Okay..enough of LC-ing here.
I want to kick a ball! I wanna show off my skills. I wanna play with professionals and fun mates. I wanna make incredible passes. I wanna run along with a ball. I wanna dribble pass through everyone in court. I wanna make a glory moment of myself. I wanna play futsal!
Takde kaki larr but..
Recently, I found myself a new hobby. Photoshop.com. It is so fun and I am already addicted to it. To edit one picture it takes so much of time.
Well mates, Photochop is serious business. Truestory.com
Teletubbies - Nostalgied
Saw that??!! Last2 weeks I entered a movie contest and I won myself 2 preview passes to watch Love Happens =) It was my first time joining this contest and I was lucky enough to win this. Or I shall say I was capable enough with excellent answers I submitted to the site. It was through sms and it cost RM0.50 per sms.
If you think this is impossible, well mates, I'va made it. I bet you guys had a thought of these, "Useless wan lah. Cannot win wan. You think I so lucky meh?"
Not until you try, you will forever be carrying these for your whole life, not attempting to believe.
Last few days, I saw a link posted by someone about teletubbies dancing Sorry Sorry-SuperJuniors. They were so cute and I had myself a good laugh too.
Darn! I miss this cartoon so much. My brothers and I had always been watching it together. They simply represent us because they are foursome, we are foursome too.
Guess I'm in which colour among them?
Eh Oh! (Hello)
Tinky Winky, Dipsy, Laa Laa, PoJoke
There's a joke which I found it rather a hilarious one. Just wanna share with you. Enjoy and get ready to burst out in laughter.
A rather attractive woman goes up to the bar in a quiet rural pub.
She gestures alluring to the barman, who comes immediately. When he arrives, she seductively signals for him to bring his face close to hers. When he does so, she begins to gently caress his beard, which is full and bushy.
"Are you the manager?" she asks. softly stroking his face with both hands.
"Actually, no" he replies.
"Can you get him for me -- I need to speak with him." She is running her hands up beyond his beard and into his hair.
"I'm afraid I can't." breathes the barman. "Is there anything I can do?"
"Yes, there is. I need you to give him a message," she continues huskily, popping a couple of fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently.
"Tell him that there is no toilet paper in the ladies room."
A rather attractive woman goes up to the bar in a quiet rural pub.
She gestures alluring to the barman, who comes immediately. When he arrives, she seductively signals for him to bring his face close to hers. When he does so, she begins to gently caress his beard, which is full and bushy.
"Are you the manager?" she asks. softly stroking his face with both hands.
"Actually, no" he replies.
"Can you get him for me -- I need to speak with him." She is running her hands up beyond his beard and into his hair.
"I'm afraid I can't." breathes the barman. "Is there anything I can do?"
"Yes, there is. I need you to give him a message," she continues huskily, popping a couple of fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently.
"Tell him that there is no toilet paper in the ladies room."
My new shoes, am getting one more.
I was in dire need of a new pair of shoes. Last week, all my shoes were all worn out except one which is red in colour. That pair is also not a comfortable one though as it hurts my feet especially my heels. But now everything is solved. A brand new shoes I bought not long ago. It cost me only RM50! It's friggin cheap! It gets nicer the more I look at it. Thought of showing off in front of my mum. Surprisingly she asked me to get one more pair of shoes. I was very happy indeed. Now I get to buy another one which means there will be another shopping day =)
I had steamboat with my parents yesterday night. These days are cold enough so we decided to have some hot stuff to get our body warmed up. Besides steamboat, we ordered crabs and lala. The lala attracted me till I snapped a pic of it. It was huge, the biggest I had so far I guess.
I had steamboat with my parents yesterday night. These days are cold enough so we decided to have some hot stuff to get our body warmed up. Besides steamboat, we ordered crabs and lala. The lala attracted me till I snapped a pic of it. It was huge, the biggest I had so far I guess.
DBF 5 Photo-taking Session
It's 5 in the morning now. I had finally done drafting a report regarding the issue of local products. It looked easy but when I was doing it, I scratched my head till my hair fell off and were everywhere around the floor (alright, I know this is exaggerating). Since time allowed me to blog awhile before I go get some sleep, I would like to take this opportunity to introduce my classmates to all of you who read my blog.
Last Friday after we finished our lesson of the day, we gathered around to have some class photo taking session. The theme was Black or White, so most of us wore black and white tops. Basically all of us were so excited and were quite noisy that day which made our tutor next door so uptight. She had already came to gave us a warning but we continued on our way, ignorant of the consequences which lay ahead.
In my class, there are only 5 guys including me out of 20 students. Can you see how happy we are by just having so many girls around us everyday. Joking.com Lol.. Koon Yee left us due to improper scheduling of his timetable and he mixed it up till it clashed with our class timetable.
When we were about to finish, guess what? We finally had our mouths shut and were forced to leave the room. She came to us again with a really mad face and raised her voice. Gotta admit it was our fault at first to make her so uptight again. But we had our fun though.
I was trying to pick a fight. Look at how serious I was. But he fukken smiled at me! Lol..Was he looking down on me? (He was indeed)
Alright. This was a lil bit unethical of act.
Look at the chair wei. She was trying to hentam me with that chair. I was so pathetic T_T
Last Friday after we finished our lesson of the day, we gathered around to have some class photo taking session. The theme was Black or White, so most of us wore black and white tops. Basically all of us were so excited and were quite noisy that day which made our tutor next door so uptight. She had already came to gave us a warning but we continued on our way, ignorant of the consequences which lay ahead.
In my class, there are only 5 guys including me out of 20 students. Can you see how happy we are by just having so many girls around us everyday. Joking.com Lol.. Koon Yee left us due to improper scheduling of his timetable and he mixed it up till it clashed with our class timetable.
When we were about to finish, guess what? We finally had our mouths shut and were forced to leave the room. She came to us again with a really mad face and raised her voice. Gotta admit it was our fault at first to make her so uptight again. But we had our fun though.
I was trying to pick a fight. Look at how serious I was. But he fukken smiled at me! Lol..Was he looking down on me? (He was indeed)
Alright. This was a lil bit unethical of act.
Look at the chair wei. She was trying to hentam me with that chair. I was so pathetic T_TAbout us
So you did read it. Yeah, we don't have to rush about this matter. Slowly we will get this through together.
About the TGI Friday, I know you would feel guilty if you didn't treat me. That time I really thought of paying it together but I know you won't feel nice if I insist to pay. So I kept my wallet away. About the stress you mentioned, I didn't feel it as a burden to me as I could still afford to just fetch you. I'm not the guy who will keep buying things you want. I don't want to treat you that way too.
Surprises and romantic thingy are all about that very moment. It's not about long lasting. True though but it's a start of long lasting one. To be honest, I actually had plan one earlier but it was rather a failed one because it was too rush. Remember Hui Kian asked you about your brother's phone number? I was the one who wanted the number.
After that there are more to come, as they keep crossing into my mind. I'd just get excited whenever I think about it. I guess I'll keep these till we both are ready for it.
I will need you. Always do. I will wait for the time for us to be together for real. As usual, I won't give up on you. No matter how I concentrate into my studies, there's always a room for you in my mind. This is always. It's not that I will get distracted but just to tell you I always think of you.
Since you told me something secret. Let me tell you something secret here. Do you know I have a nickname called Budget King? Friends always call me that. It's true that I'm not rich and I also know that you will not don't want me because of this. I just know it. Every time whenever my friends wanted to go somewhere prestigious, they will first look at me. Haha. True story.com. I will not just simply spend money because I know myself and my family situation. About financial we both can settle it together. That's what I'm trying to say.
As you said, both of us will get very busy this lately. But I hope we will not lose each other. Less outing I can agree with that. But I still want to be like usual like how we used to be as in chatting or sms-ing. I don't wanna lose you. I will always be whenever and wherever you need me.
I will focus on my studies and you must also gambateh. We both can make it together.
I enjoyed that day too. After that night, I actually put one of the photos as my phone wallpaper.
I miss you <3
About the TGI Friday, I know you would feel guilty if you didn't treat me. That time I really thought of paying it together but I know you won't feel nice if I insist to pay. So I kept my wallet away. About the stress you mentioned, I didn't feel it as a burden to me as I could still afford to just fetch you. I'm not the guy who will keep buying things you want. I don't want to treat you that way too.
Surprises and romantic thingy are all about that very moment. It's not about long lasting. True though but it's a start of long lasting one. To be honest, I actually had plan one earlier but it was rather a failed one because it was too rush. Remember Hui Kian asked you about your brother's phone number? I was the one who wanted the number.
After that there are more to come, as they keep crossing into my mind. I'd just get excited whenever I think about it. I guess I'll keep these till we both are ready for it.
I will need you. Always do. I will wait for the time for us to be together for real. As usual, I won't give up on you. No matter how I concentrate into my studies, there's always a room for you in my mind. This is always. It's not that I will get distracted but just to tell you I always think of you.
Since you told me something secret. Let me tell you something secret here. Do you know I have a nickname called Budget King? Friends always call me that. It's true that I'm not rich and I also know that you will not don't want me because of this. I just know it. Every time whenever my friends wanted to go somewhere prestigious, they will first look at me. Haha. True story.com. I will not just simply spend money because I know myself and my family situation. About financial we both can settle it together. That's what I'm trying to say.
As you said, both of us will get very busy this lately. But I hope we will not lose each other. Less outing I can agree with that. But I still want to be like usual like how we used to be as in chatting or sms-ing. I don't wanna lose you. I will always be whenever and wherever you need me.
I will focus on my studies and you must also gambateh. We both can make it together.
I enjoyed that day too. After that night, I actually put one of the photos as my phone wallpaper.
I miss you <3
Double or Nothing
Sometimes I am so worry and afraid that I'll let this slip again. Have you thought that why you still hear nothing from me? You must be wondering also whether am I really the guy you need? In my mind, I always set aside of it to think about you, confession, surprises, plans and most importantly, a night to make you say yes to my confession. It just keep coming and coming all these thoughts and how I wish to make it come true as soon as possible. But it can't be rushed because doing things in a haste will ruin everything. I just want to know you more before I make a truly deep proposal. I don't want you to think that I'm treating you good just because I'm chasing you. I want this to be different. Hopefully time allows me to do everything perfectly.
I have already make myself a promise. After all assignments and tests, I will make a double or nothing. Or maybe even sooner... I just need you to have faith in me. I will make it happen.
Assignments assignments and assignments. I need to finish these within 2 weeks.
I have already make myself a promise. After all assignments and tests, I will make a double or nothing. Or maybe even sooner... I just need you to have faith in me. I will make it happen.
Assignments assignments and assignments. I need to finish these within 2 weeks.
Updates!
What is done cannot be undone. There's no use looking back at what we have done wrong. Living with regrets will only stop us from reaching the light we're striving at. Good and bad things happen in our lives everyday. It's just depends on how we face it and move along. I was once stuck under this circumstance, thoughts were so deep until I couldn't find a way back to the state of my original mind. It will come when it should. Seize it by force would not help and will only make thing goes worse.
Why do you have to be someone who is not you to get what you want? It's true we have to be a lil different but not as in we change the way we live, the way we do things to get what we desire. This is so wrong. The concept here is, be yourself and things will eventually go smooth.
Now its time to update what I have done last few weeks.
I guess everyone knows that The All American Rejects came to Bukit Jalil last week. The concert started with a blast featuring One Buck Short, Disagree and Pop Shuvit. The first 2 band who performed were not entertaining enough but Pop Shuvit lived us up. We managed to squeezed in as close as possible. AAR showed up quite late after local bands had performed. But still, they rocked the carpark! Didn't get to snap much pictures though. But few songs were recorded at full, thanks to Aaron. I bet there were many people cursed him because of his Imba Height. XD
Move Along (Noob Quality) :
Why do you have to be someone who is not you to get what you want? It's true we have to be a lil different but not as in we change the way we live, the way we do things to get what we desire. This is so wrong. The concept here is, be yourself and things will eventually go smooth.
Now its time to update what I have done last few weeks.
I guess everyone knows that The All American Rejects came to Bukit Jalil last week. The concert started with a blast featuring One Buck Short, Disagree and Pop Shuvit. The first 2 band who performed were not entertaining enough but Pop Shuvit lived us up. We managed to squeezed in as close as possible. AAR showed up quite late after local bands had performed. But still, they rocked the carpark! Didn't get to snap much pictures though. But few songs were recorded at full, thanks to Aaron. I bet there were many people cursed him because of his Imba Height. XD
Move Along (Noob Quality) :
I'm sorry for being the stupidest person in the world. I do really know what you want and what you need. I was so stupid for wasting the chance that I could have. My mind and mouth froze me so hard. I was too stiff myself to say it out. I really need you to be by my side. All I want to ask is for another chance. Only one...
I do really need this chance and I don't want you to give up. I was way too long to be in this situation. I am resembling myself as fast as I could. I will never give up on you. No matter how you will reject me after a mistake I've made. I know this may be too late. Regretting will be a useless solution. I will do the best to make you mine.
I just wanna tell you that I really know what you need. I care about you so much. All I want is you. You are the reason for this.
I do really need this chance and I don't want you to give up. I was way too long to be in this situation. I am resembling myself as fast as I could. I will never give up on you. No matter how you will reject me after a mistake I've made. I know this may be too late. Regretting will be a useless solution. I will do the best to make you mine.
I just wanna tell you that I really know what you need. I care about you so much. All I want is you. You are the reason for this.
Broz4lyfe!
A notification popped out from my facebook and guess what I saw?
I was indeed very happy and I smiled at it. The photo made me cry myself out. I'm a fag, I know but I couldn't help it. Thank you so much. Words can't describe my feeling towards this. You guys know it well. *Hugs*
I was indeed very happy and I smiled at it. The photo made me cry myself out. I'm a fag, I know but I couldn't help it. Thank you so much. Words can't describe my feeling towards this. You guys know it well. *Hugs*
Problems of no problems
It's true when people say that do not keep all the problems to yourself. Share to someone close to you or to those who can really advice you. Because, you would suffer so much by not letting go the stress and pressure you mount up everyday. It will eventually drives you crazy. The insanity in you would be ignited just like that. If you think you can handle with these with a fine way, it would be alright but to those who couldn't deal with it may fall so hard until your mood will become so down and expressionless.
I had this situation but I managed to cope it well. I find friends to talk with. I share my problems with my friends.
But most of all,
what really make my day is by just seeing you would live me up and put a big smile on my face. Anything that can't be solved will be resolved by just looking at you.
true.story.com
I had this situation but I managed to cope it well. I find friends to talk with. I share my problems with my friends.
But most of all,
what really make my day is by just seeing you would live me up and put a big smile on my face. Anything that can't be solved will be resolved by just looking at you.
true.story.com
Be strong
Result checked. Not satisfied but I'm grateful that I passed all the subjects.
Why?
Ate too much bun and wasn't at home for almost every night before my papers.
I want to blame Sathes, Lai and Kev for this. Lol. Just kidding.
New sem has started not long ago. As expected, assignments have started to pile up on the 1st day itself. As usual, the mood is yet to come. It's already week 3 now, everybody is getting started and I'm still slacking around acting like a burden-less college student.
Well, it's about time to get serious. Assignments! Here I come!
Everything's gonna be alright. These are just downturns of your life you have to face. Be strong and be tough. Take it slowly. It doesn't have to be done in a rush. I know you can do it. I'm always be at your side.
Why?
Ate too much bun and wasn't at home for almost every night before my papers.
I want to blame Sathes, Lai and Kev for this. Lol. Just kidding.
New sem has started not long ago. As expected, assignments have started to pile up on the 1st day itself. As usual, the mood is yet to come. It's already week 3 now, everybody is getting started and I'm still slacking around acting like a burden-less college student.
Well, it's about time to get serious. Assignments! Here I come!
Everything's gonna be alright. These are just downturns of your life you have to face. Be strong and be tough. Take it slowly. It doesn't have to be done in a rush. I know you can do it. I'm always be at your side.
My feeling for you
I don't care anymore whether you're busy or going to fully concentrate on your studies. My feeling just can't hide. All my saying were maybe a lil silly but I'm so into you this much. Everywhere I go, you would appear in my thoughts. Everywhere I look, your shadow will be in my sight. It gets stronger as days go by. I might not good in expressing this but I truly hope that you and I are going to be together forever. I know I am not putting more effort to bridge us together but I'm trying hard. As you said, time can change anything. It will change something between us.
The presence of yours has light up my way of living.
You're stubborn, I'm soft-hearted. You have a negative way of thinking but I'm positive and I will learn up more to be. I don't mind if I have to speak broken Mandarin but I'll learn it to the toppest regardless the resistive mouth of mine and the difficulties.
I don't think I can fulfill the 3 days without you in my life. I'm going to forfeit it. I will never give up no matter how you wanna push me away. If you scared you'd hurt my feeling, don't mind about it. as I'm afraid that I can't be giving you enough. But believe me, I'm going to make you fall for me even I have to be a such a bad ass to make you break your promise.
The presence of yours has light up my way of living.
You're stubborn, I'm soft-hearted. You have a negative way of thinking but I'm positive and I will learn up more to be. I don't mind if I have to speak broken Mandarin but I'll learn it to the toppest regardless the resistive mouth of mine and the difficulties.
I don't think I can fulfill the 3 days without you in my life. I'm going to forfeit it. I will never give up no matter how you wanna push me away. If you scared you'd hurt my feeling, don't mind about it. as I'm afraid that I can't be giving you enough. But believe me, I'm going to make you fall for me even I have to be a such a bad ass to make you break your promise.
Colours
I had quite a lonely yet a relaxing 2 weeks of holiday. The only 2 activities I had were Bukit Tinggi, Pahang trip and a bbq night at my house. Sounds miserable right? But I did enjoyed and truly appreciates the time we had together because without them, I might just be another lifeless guy who didn't even get a ring from the cellphone.
Caught in the act!
Lucas being adored but the truth we will never know! :D
However, it doesn't sound bad like it seemed because there's a wonderful thing has happened to me. A girl who appeared has just sparkled up my colourless life which had only black and white painting . I am finally learning how to use a proper way of colouring to spice up anything I can.
As time flies, the wound that carved incredibly deep has started to heal up. Learning not to stress things out and to lose the tension of certain strings which got tied up in dramas. Honestly, I'm seeing things more clearly now. To be in a state of hostility, to carry an intense feeling everywhere, to hate and to feel hatred, these are burdens of life and why be in those states? It's simple, we can't love if we don't hate.
Caught in the act!
Lucas being adored but the truth we will never know! :DHowever, it doesn't sound bad like it seemed because there's a wonderful thing has happened to me. A girl who appeared has just sparkled up my colourless life which had only black and white painting . I am finally learning how to use a proper way of colouring to spice up anything I can.
As time flies, the wound that carved incredibly deep has started to heal up. Learning not to stress things out and to lose the tension of certain strings which got tied up in dramas. Honestly, I'm seeing things more clearly now. To be in a state of hostility, to carry an intense feeling everywhere, to hate and to feel hatred, these are burdens of life and why be in those states? It's simple, we can't love if we don't hate.
Do you know your enemy..
Now I really started to get irritated about how you act although you know it's just so not appropriate. By simply saying sorry will not put us at any ease situation at all. Plus it may make thing worse. I truly hope that what I thought about you is not going to be true.
New divide..
I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me. I remember each flash as time began to blur. Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me. And your voice was all I heard and I get what I deserve.
So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean. Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes. Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between. Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide.
There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned. There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow. And the ground caved in between where we were standing. And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve.
In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you deny. And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide. And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve.
So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean. Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes. Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between. Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide.
Aaron, faham tak? Lol. I expect you to understand this..
Time to be a MAN
It's been the same, always the same. It never changed from the beginning I thought it would. I guess this is what I have to call it, FATE !
I simply thought that September is not a good month for us but I can feel October will be a great one!
Whatever happens, Sate! Don't eat till you become fat because you are sad! Take Care...
I simply thought that September is not a good month for us but I can feel October will be a great one!
I gotta feeling woo hooo
That October's gonna be a good month, a good good month
Meanwhile, I'm into something really big this time. It decides my time to be a man. It gives a whole new experience to me. It tests my capability of doing it. It doesn't matter I shine or fall, as long I could take it like man, hold it like a man, and finish it like a man. God bless me :)
That October's gonna be a good month, a good good month
Meanwhile, I'm into something really big this time. It decides my time to be a man. It gives a whole new experience to me. It tests my capability of doing it. It doesn't matter I shine or fall, as long I could take it like man, hold it like a man, and finish it like a man. God bless me :)
Whatever happens, Sate! Don't eat till you become fat because you are sad! Take Care...
Nostalgied Moments
Hey, I got a date with my friends, Prashanth, Logo and Aaron. We had nice fried chickens at Goodwood and chatted for hours about secondary schools stuff. We talked about how silly we were during that time, funny things that we did. I somehow nostalgied my school life. Being at those days, dont have to worry about money and education.
After a delightful dinner we had, Logo and Prashanth have to back. So after sending them home, Aaron and I decided to go for a movie. Since G-Force and Gamer were full, we chose Perfect Getaway instead.
The story was totally twisted. The entry that a couple made was supposed to be bad guys but they were kelefe. Another couple that acted so myteriously and was kinda scary were good guys and the pretended to be good guys were the killers which we thought they were the good guys. Lol. Well, it's a not-recommended-movie to be watched.
After a delightful dinner we had, Logo and Prashanth have to back. So after sending them home, Aaron and I decided to go for a movie. Since G-Force and Gamer were full, we chose Perfect Getaway instead.
The story was totally twisted. The entry that a couple made was supposed to be bad guys but they were kelefe. Another couple that acted so myteriously and was kinda scary were good guys and the pretended to be good guys were the killers which we thought they were the good guys. Lol. Well, it's a not-recommended-movie to be watched.
Bros for life
Friends go through hard times together to be bros. Some are destined to be and others are only bonds that barely tied. Being bros is more than to give and take. It's all about being honest to each other, no matter what mistakes they make, the bond they have would never be broken. People who never learn how to give and take, they will never appreciate or be appreciated by anyone. Maybe there are who falls at the same category but it would not last long.
I myself experienced it..
There were few unpleasant incidents I got stunned and blown away right after knowing the truth that I would never wanted to see in my life but it just happened in front of my eyes. It was kinda painful and hard for me to get over it. As what I've said, they are barely bonded friends that exist around me. I'm not going to have a childish mind to mark it inside my heart or somewhereelse.jpg just to remember what they've done. Ignoring them will be the best medicine.
(trust me zhengyang, you will never wanna know or to get into situations that happened to me all this while)
Perhaps I was so chickened out till I screwed things up. Now I realize that if I never stood up, I will live under the dark clouds forever.
Life goes on...I just be what I'm brought up to be.
Lets get back to where I suppose to write :D
What an awesome break I have at this time. Just wanna emphasize that another friend will be leaving soon. By the time I finish this post, he would be on the plane 'looking down' at Malaysia which gets smaller and smaller. Not to forget about Sathes who had left earlier last week. So long my bros and we shall meet again. This holiday is definitely a long one. I guess I'm all alone now. With Aaron soon going back to Malacca. Sigh. What's left on me is just a piece of music instrument I borrowed from Aaron. I'm going to spend my holiday to practice some shit.
I myself experienced it..
There were few unpleasant incidents I got stunned and blown away right after knowing the truth that I would never wanted to see in my life but it just happened in front of my eyes. It was kinda painful and hard for me to get over it. As what I've said, they are barely bonded friends that exist around me. I'm not going to have a childish mind to mark it inside my heart or somewhereelse.jpg just to remember what they've done. Ignoring them will be the best medicine.
(trust me zhengyang, you will never wanna know or to get into situations that happened to me all this while)
Perhaps I was so chickened out till I screwed things up. Now I realize that if I never stood up, I will live under the dark clouds forever.
Life goes on...I just be what I'm brought up to be.
Lets get back to where I suppose to write :D
What an awesome break I have at this time. Just wanna emphasize that another friend will be leaving soon. By the time I finish this post, he would be on the plane 'looking down' at Malaysia which gets smaller and smaller. Not to forget about Sathes who had left earlier last week. So long my bros and we shall meet again. This holiday is definitely a long one. I guess I'm all alone now. With Aaron soon going back to Malacca. Sigh. What's left on me is just a piece of music instrument I borrowed from Aaron. I'm going to spend my holiday to practice some shit.
MPK! Big Bowl Challenge!
wata gua !Diu..it's six in the dawn. As predicted by sate, I can't sleep after hearing a lil exposure of one curious cool story from Lai. Chill chillz..soon the sky will turn dark and off I go for gossiping =)
I was thinking to change my blog layout. Getting tired of this layout as it looks so dull and boring! Maybe next time as soon as my exam is over.
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Saw this advertisement at /k/. The temptation of it excites me. I may not be the same like how I used to be few years ago but I would wanna give it a try. Its FREE if I manage to hantam everything within 10 minutes.To really win this, we mustTHINK like MPK and EAT like MPK!
Anybody wants to join me? Make sure you come with an empty stomach. If you fail to finish it within 10mins, you have to pay and it's not CHEAP!
When September begins
I'm just so tired about every thing. I may have been putting things over concerned most of the time. When I care about a thing so much, I can't seem to get over it. That's my negative attitude towards life. Maybe it's time for me to learn the meaning of 'let it be'. Giving up something does not mean you will lose everything but else in return. This is what you need to be adapted to so that you'll march on a path you choose. Hesitation would exist however it will be nothing but a finger tip not to be in dilemma because you would slowly discover what's the best for you as time goes on.
Need to move on and not to live in the past
Let it be
September will be a harsh month. As my exam is going on, one by one would leave for their future. There are four of my friends will be flying over to UK and Japan. I don't dare to imagine how my life would be without them. No more yumcha session, we can't gossip around (believe me, we are better than girls in gossiping..lol), our epicness when we are together..lol
Well, I don't feel like writing this anymore...save it for other time.
Let it be
September will be a harsh month. As my exam is going on, one by one would leave for their future. There are four of my friends will be flying over to UK and Japan. I don't dare to imagine how my life would be without them. No more yumcha session, we can't gossip around (believe me, we are better than girls in gossiping..lol), our epicness when we are together..lol
Well, I don't feel like writing this anymore...save it for other time.
Unbreakable Bond
It's been a busy month for me. I spent my days sitting in front of my laptop working on assignments. Some assignments are need to be done in a group manner. Talking about group assignments, it doesn't really make any difference to me because it looks exactly like individual one. In a group, you will somehow get a good mate AND a WORST of all. Therefore I wanna take this opportunity to express my gratitude to her. How grateful I am to have her as my groupmate. So basically, you would have already gotten a rough idea. Yeah, only both of us performed in a group of 4 in every assignments. We have to wipe their shits off too. Just because we let them pass doesn't mean they can do the same shit all the time. It would be alright if at least they do shit but the problem is they don't do a shit! Swt! They just can't seem to get it. Oh well, as long I can get what I deserve is enough for me.
Dear Koon Yee,
Please get your ass back on track and focus more on what you need to pursue. Stop filling up schedule with sports activities and entertainment while you abandon your studies. There is always a limit you must know and not to cross it even an inch although you know what should not be done. I don't wanna lose you as a classmate in my class next term.
Meanwhile...
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I found something very old but not so old xD. Photos of me and my friends during my secondary school time. Although I didn't achieve much that time but God let me found them as they slowly changed my life to a right path. They may not know this process but I gotta admit that they appear in my heart as important ones. DSL..of course not to forget Chi Ming and Aaron.. still remember? When I think back, it gives me a big LOL as I really will put a smile on my face even in the middle of the class. Oh my god, three little bastards talk to each other in malay. Others in the class laughed at us because we chinese don't speak chinese to each other. Weird huh? But who cares about that...this is what makes us the best, right? Look at sate..how thin he was, compare to now? Lol. Chill chill. Chi Ming, Lai and I didn't change much though. We grew mentally and become wiser and more mature of course. Plus we are taller now. haha..ohh goshh I really miss those time dudes. There was once three of us (Me Lai and Sate) represented our school to compete in science project among schools in Selangor or just Klang? Darn, I forgot. Nevermind about that. During our intraschool competition to get representative title, we failed and lost to Ang's group but why did I say we represented the school? This is a funny one, at least for us. There was a day when we were so free at late evening waiting to go back home. We took our glider out just to have some fun as Ang followed as well. The wind was quite strong that time but it helped us fly the glider perfectly. Too bad Ang's attempts were failed that moment. Coincidentally, 2 of physics teachers were sitting on the stage witnessed our perfect glides and his fail attempts. They changed their mind on whom to bring to the competition. That was how we could get our ass into interschool science project competition.
The very first time we went to Genting after some ponna planning at form 4 mid term school break. We went up there with Lai's family and relatives too. Thanks to him we had the chance to stay at Penthouse at Highland Hotel. I could still remember the dinner we had together with his family and relatives. It was delicious till finger lickin good. Haha..I sapu-ed all the chickens...that's me..tak malu malu...Chi Ming fell sick on the second night. While he was resting in the room, lai and his grandma, and me went to the room to have a lil chat. Grandma was so funny because she wanted to help Chi Ming to get a girlfriend as she had one to introduce. Chi Ming malu malu pulakk..
There are just too many things for me to tell about us...
I feel nostalgied...There were so many things have evolved among us till now it still does. I don't mind people calling me fag for posting this as long I feel comfortable with it. Punde Kappe
Taggy
Once you've been tagged, you have to answer all the question HONESTLY.Lastly choose 6 people to be tagged :)
1.How old were you when you had your first relationship?
17
2. Are you taken/single?
Single
3. Do you like anyone right now?
Nope.. Still looking for a right person
4. Ever had your heartbroken?
Nahhh, not really.
5.Miss anyone right now?
Nope
6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Robbie Lim
7.Last person to text you?
Robbie Lim
8. Last person you saw?
Will be my mum because she's sitting in front of me watching tv
9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Err, couldn't remember that
10. Who is top in your top friends?
Everyone is the toppest max XD
11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
My family especially my mum
12. Who do you love most?
my mum
13. Ever been in love?
Yeahh but rather a hopeless love
14. Who has hurt you the most?
I'm always cheerful, no one can ever hurt me. Even if there is one, only Aaron will know this
15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Nope, maybe there was one but I couldn't remember it.
16. Are you happy?
Yes I am
17. How many good friends do you have?
only few but it's more than enough. Why bother to have so many friends? How many good friends do you want? Like you have in your friends list in facebook or friendster? Knock it off and stop pretending you have all of the people around the place you know as friends.
18. Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
I'll listen to any song regardless whoever they remind me of.
19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
No
20. Ever been cheated on?
I guess so. I'm soft seriously, although I look tough at the outside
21. Ever been told someone loved you?
Entah larr
22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Nope..
23. Not meant it????
Tak tahu larr
24. What is your idea of true love?
true love huh..Love each other, protect the one they love and sacrifice for each other to get the greatest feeling ever they could get in this universe.
25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Lol, yeah I do believe..
26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
if according to the circumstance above, it's already love isn't? So it's just depends.
I tag
Robbie
Vince
Tian Shen
Charlene
SiewFeng
1.How old were you when you had your first relationship?
17
2. Are you taken/single?
Single
3. Do you like anyone right now?
Nope.. Still looking for a right person
4. Ever had your heartbroken?
Nahhh, not really.
5.Miss anyone right now?
Nope
6. Who was the last person you sent a text to?
Robbie Lim
7.Last person to text you?
Robbie Lim
8. Last person you saw?
Will be my mum because she's sitting in front of me watching tv
9. What was the last thing you said to someone?
Err, couldn't remember that
10. Who is top in your top friends?
Everyone is the toppest max XD
11. Who do you trust the most in your life?
My family especially my mum
12. Who do you love most?
my mum
13. Ever been in love?
Yeahh but rather a hopeless love
14. Who has hurt you the most?
I'm always cheerful, no one can ever hurt me. Even if there is one, only Aaron will know this
15. Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Nope, maybe there was one but I couldn't remember it.
16. Are you happy?
Yes I am
17. How many good friends do you have?
only few but it's more than enough. Why bother to have so many friends? How many good friends do you want? Like you have in your friends list in facebook or friendster? Knock it off and stop pretending you have all of the people around the place you know as friends.
18. Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
I'll listen to any song regardless whoever they remind me of.
19. Have you ever cheated on a partner?
No
20. Ever been cheated on?
I guess so. I'm soft seriously, although I look tough at the outside
21. Ever been told someone loved you?
Entah larr
22. Ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
Nope..
23. Not meant it????
Tak tahu larr
24. What is your idea of true love?
true love huh..Love each other, protect the one they love and sacrifice for each other to get the greatest feeling ever they could get in this universe.
25. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Lol, yeah I do believe..
26. Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
if according to the circumstance above, it's already love isn't? So it's just depends.
I tag
Robbie
Vince
Tian Shen
Charlene
SiewFeng
A bad day
Yesterday was not a smooth day for me. Everything went so wrong and I felt like I was played like a fool. Here's the story. Got myself a job on weekends to promote and do sampling of a new creation of Magnolia Ice Cream which they called it Magnolia Delight. While on the way to my workplace, 1Utama Jusco and I got myself stuck in a traffic jam. What is the result we get if we get our ass caught in a jam?
One word = LATE!
One word = LATE!
Well, that was fine not until the guard had caused me a lil trouble. The fucking guard didn't wanna let me in because my hair was too long. I explained to him that I was going to wear a bandana hence it wouldn't be a problem to use it to cover my hair. He just didn't accept and acted like he was so professional with the walkie talkie he held in the hand. He's just an ordinary new guard who wants to act pro for the beginning of his new job. I called my supervisor and he asked me whether is it possible to get a hair cut first in order to get in. I had to cut and so I quickly search for any nearby saloon and guess what? I found one but it was not so promising enough that they going to get me a nice haircut. As expected, she fucked my hair up. Finally the guard let me in to start my work.
There were more to come.
Out of the blue, I couldn't find where is my booth. All I saw was Walls, Kings, Nestle and old creation from Magnolia. I walked all over the Jusco Supermarket and I still couldn't find my ice cream. This is so not delightful as I was supposed to promote Magnolia Delight. Arghhh. One thing that I found when I was in the search of my missing ice cream, the promoters there were so kind and everyone, EVERYONE I mean, keep asking what happened and helped me out. I was so grateful but sorry to wrapped them with my gratitude, my ice cream is lost!
Once again I made a call to my supervisor to tell him the situation I was having. He himself also couldn't do anything and gave me a number of a person in charge. So I made another call. Pathetically, he asked me to push the old stocks first while he wanted to make sure what's exactly is happening. Well, he called me up to say that, the stock has been delayed and please work for today and tomorrow you don't have to work. The ice cream will arrive on next week. Great! All this was just great. I felt so stupid to even stand there. Everyone of them were giving out samples while I was walking around to try all the samples. This shows how fucking free I was. Guess I'll just wait till next week to proceed what I'm supposed to.
There were more to come.
Out of the blue, I couldn't find where is my booth. All I saw was Walls, Kings, Nestle and old creation from Magnolia. I walked all over the Jusco Supermarket and I still couldn't find my ice cream. This is so not delightful as I was supposed to promote Magnolia Delight. Arghhh. One thing that I found when I was in the search of my missing ice cream, the promoters there were so kind and everyone, EVERYONE I mean, keep asking what happened and helped me out. I was so grateful but sorry to wrapped them with my gratitude, my ice cream is lost!
Once again I made a call to my supervisor to tell him the situation I was having. He himself also couldn't do anything and gave me a number of a person in charge. So I made another call. Pathetically, he asked me to push the old stocks first while he wanted to make sure what's exactly is happening. Well, he called me up to say that, the stock has been delayed and please work for today and tomorrow you don't have to work. The ice cream will arrive on next week. Great! All this was just great. I felt so stupid to even stand there. Everyone of them were giving out samples while I was walking around to try all the samples. This shows how fucking free I was. Guess I'll just wait till next week to proceed what I'm supposed to.
A Nice Breakfast!
Yesterday was so freaking hot and I was sweating all the time, makes me feel uncomfortable. I have a morning class to attend today. Thanks to the hot air trapped in my room, I woke up earlier than the set alarm. Oh gosh, my entire body was terribly craving for a glass of nice and cold drink. So I went to have breakfast at the nearest stall out there. I had teh o ais and a piece of fresh made roti canai plus a hot cooked kuah dal. The thirst gone away and that was a satisfying one! A good breakfast I shall say. Guess today would be a good day for me.
Langkawi On the Beach
Had a trip to Pulau Langkawi with my friends. This might be the last trip for us to chill out and laughing our ass out together. I was too free, so I thought of making a video. I compiled the photos and some short clip together into a so called trailer. And also thank to Lai for his contribution to the video which has made the clip more epic to be watched. Enjoy!
Please do on your speaker loudly!
Look what I found?
Serious shit. I have this LD of Michael Jackson's album. Epic :D
He's a legend now. RIP MJ.
I just wanna lanc people who posted in their blog about MJ without having any of his album.
Lol XD
He's a legend now. RIP MJ.
I just wanna lanc people who posted in their blog about MJ without having any of his album.
Lol XD
You Come I Go
Traveled to Puduraya last few days to buy tickets to Kuala Perlis. I failed for not having enough cash with me because the website I checked through was not up to date. So I went back home with a sweaty empty handed. However, I managed to get those on the next day. It was a good journey though. Since time allowed me to have a good break for myself hence I marched on to Petaling Street to hunt for hairband enthusiastically. The street disappointed me because they don't sell accessories like hairbands. It's a big sigh but thank god for letting me found this special one. It's a Flippable Red Hairband
Pictar of the day:
Sound of Relief
Oh gosh, I'm so glad that tmnet called me up yesterday when I was actually doing some bombing. Finally, I'm having back my internet life. Feels good man!
Came back to Klang and I realized my phone was running out of batt! I thought of using my old K700 but it went off too because the charger has been condemned. Oh well, even if the phone is on, it will still remain silent all the time though.
At time, I really don't feel to care about what is evolving around me. No matter how responsive they are, I tend not to live in with and run away from them. I guess this is what I've been doing so far. Truth within the truth is so much painful than I expected till I can fall anytime and anywhere. Learning how to get back on my feet is a vital one for me now.
Came back to Klang and I realized my phone was running out of batt! I thought of using my old K700 but it went off too because the charger has been condemned. Oh well, even if the phone is on, it will still remain silent all the time though.
At time, I really don't feel to care about what is evolving around me. No matter how responsive they are, I tend not to live in with and run away from them. I guess this is what I've been doing so far. Truth within the truth is so much painful than I expected till I can fall anytime and anywhere. Learning how to get back on my feet is a vital one for me now.
Muh Photo Shooting
I had myself involved in some model photo shooting handled by Kw's sister in law, Jen. She's quite a photographer and I'm quite satisfied with the photos taken by her last Tuesday. It was my first time being exposed into this profession and please bear with the noob posing skills of mine. Alahhh, 1st time mahh...
I was kinda nervous at first but after few shots, I eventually became calm and started to get used to it. Too bad lar that I didn't have accessories to bring. Otherwise it wouldn't be that plain.
Well, I had fun with them and special thanks to Jen for giving us this opportunity.
Thank you, Kok Wei for inviting us into your crew :D
Ignore the price tag on the ball pls. XD
I was kinda nervous at first but after few shots, I eventually became calm and started to get used to it. Too bad lar that I didn't have accessories to bring. Otherwise it wouldn't be that plain.
Well, I had fun with them and special thanks to Jen for giving us this opportunity.
Thank you, Kok Wei for inviting us into your crew :D
Cool and Casual theme:
Beach Theme:
Ignore the price tag on the ball pls. XD
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