Culture shock.

Culture shock is the difficulty people have adjusting to a new culture that differs markedly from their own. Well I had my culture shock when I shifted to tar college. I am not a chinky Chinese people. I don't really speak Chinese, I can't write Chinese words. So it was kinda difficult for me to exchange few words with the people here. Can you imagine how I survive these four years in a Chinese community? So what's the big deal about having culture shock? There are many people around the world have had the similar cause. What I would have notice is that they manage to adjust and suit themselves into the neighbourhood. From what I have seen so far is that the Chinese people here are all so mysteriously themselves against each other and acting with such secrecy. Living in such politically surrounding, you CAN'T afford to SAY ANYTHING or DO ANYTHING that will cost you your social life. Don't you ever try something that heroicly projects your stupidity and get yourself ditched, meaning to say, you're so gonna be foreveralone. You would never want to be into this situation. Trust me, it sucks.

There is another issue where these people take things so upside down. Teasing them in a wrong way is so so gonna get you in trouble. Not only girls, guys too, you know! I had a situation where this person started tagging me and expressing anger saying that I was being so unfair and when other people started putting some of their opinion, that person acting all pussy and delete the post just like that. Yeah, just like that after stirring up some shit showing fucking dick faces. Oh yeah, one more thing, just for the record, they are so good at making people feeling guilty. All this wholesome shitty stuff is so poles apart. 

However, there are Chinese people that behave so differently or I should put them in this way, you will feel much better in a group of your type of people that understand your shit.

Damn Chinese people. Owai~

Colours in Disguise

In this world, people fight for their injustice, people fight for immorality, people fight for money, people fight to survive, and hazardously they fight only for themselves; egocentrically behaved. Generosity at first and being so selfish in the end as ones unveil true colours that has been a disguise to serve the concealment of identity. Only fools ( or naiveness )  who can still be deceived with such deceitful act. Consequences pay for not being aware of people and you lose when situation's real. They can be very dirty at all times not revealing a single trail to anyone noticing and can still be disguised of a wished individuality. It happens in everywhere now and then, when you're young, old, at school, college, workplace; just everywhere. Is being selfish the only way to live either in a close proximity community or great and very much widened society? People can change in a blink of eye when they come across of life and death situation where they critically need to become a survivor to be a person to live at the end, ignoring any significant consequences that may fall upon them. The cycle of hatred being disseminated everywhere crawling in my mind, so poisonously, and I need a place for my head. Finally, I've come to an understanding why some wealthy people would act like a poor bastard as if they are insulting the poors. God knows the intricacy, difficulty and confrontation they have suffered, with the privation of the necessity of normal and peaceful life.

Whatsoever, if there is a heaven, I would definitely NOT gonna be there, hell instead. I fight for retardery. Owai~ We fight for retardery with no mercy.

Retards with Cancer and Aids invaded Sg Lembing.

No matter what happens to the world that we are all living in, we are still going to be awesomely retarded; no cure for this cancer and aids :)

How far would you go for money

    As far as the world is concerned, it is still being engaged in a manner where money would indeed help to settle rather many problems, it's either in a good way as you can see it or perhaps the darker side where eyes and heart are plastered showing only shadow. Have you ever wonder how far would you go for when something happens to you or your family and friends, if there's verdict needed to make involving money and your conscience. The complexity of inner sense and money would certainly craft a confusion to people whom are needing both equally.  It came to my surprise and coincidently that there were people talking about this matter as this thought came across my mind. I posted a question to a friend: If there's a person accidentally knocked down your family member who was crossing road, he/she then offers RM1mil to cover shits up begging not to report. Your family member suffers two broken legs which may be a disabled forever. Bear in mind that you come from a poor background family. You do not have the money to sue the jerk. Now what will you do? To fight with your conscience but may not be able to win against a wealthy people that buys law to their side, or to go against your inner sense to accept the offer that may change how people look at you. Many people may choose to fight but when it comes to you in reality, who knows you might change your mind as money and life is almost on par in this changing humanity.

    Well that's about money and life, what about betraying yourself wanting money so badly that when people who are fat, ugly, and always talk about food you bad mouthed all this while offer you few thousands ringgit to have sex with you. Would you go for it? Lol. That's about it. 

YNWA

After so many posts, they have been so pictureless, nothing but only words that would only make reader go chinkier, what I mean is that the eyes get smaller the longer they look at the paragraphs. I am going to spice this up by just adding one photo inside. It is a dream come true as I have always wanted to see them in action right in front my eyes. When I was uploading this photo, I had a flashback where a screenshot of this moment was actually in my dream, probably years ago.

The tickets to Liverpool vs Malaysia and training passes to watch them train before the match day.

Fuck yeahh if you know how excited I am. Only the fans will understand the feeling of having these tickets which would mean more than anything else. Some people asked that what's the point of watching them sapu Malaysia, not even a tight match. Well, what I can say is those are bullshits as if they are really supporting Liverpool or one of the Reds. It's not about team who they are against with or players who are coming down to Malaysia, it's about the spirit of being a Liverpool fan, the joy of seeing them in live kicking ass in Bukit Jalil. This is the very first time Liverpool is coming to Malaysia. Rawwrrrrrr!


Just wanna share a video made by Aaron. We went through so many shits and storm and not forgetting incoming shitstorm in the future that we are ready to face. I bet no one can be as retarded as we are. Kappe forever, nuff said. <3<3

diminishing value

Does it really matter to a person to get a good result regardless of going through the process, or being with the people you like that really matters, what about the joy of having fun together, laughing out loud so cheerfully. Some people could just value only for themselves and being so selfish, robbing every chances just to reach the outcome sought. Well I guess humans are naturally born to be evil, the immorality of them that have clearly elucidate the act of such person brings no peace to people like me.

What's the point of being so sisterly hood if you can not conceal the thought of being so jealous, beautified, and do not link the bond of trust that a relationship should have. Having so many problems and yet those can't be settled down with forgiveness. Don't be such a futile person whom lives in vain. This is such miserable way to reach the end of your life. Didn't quotes teach you that you have to let go and move on otherwise you'll be living in the past. This is not inception where you can fix things right through dreams but wake up in reality realizing you still have tons of purpose to complete and you have to run, not walk. The message I was trying to convey is that time does not wait for us to trail what we are pursuing at the moment, falling behind is not a good sign either. Stop being so pessimistic as it carries you no further but only quarter of life.

paper that would crush you so badly

Some people have the tendency to brag about what they have achieved or what they have done that makes them proud to tell in your face that they are so showing off of themselves. Maybe they were trying to share with you or they are being themselves truthfully, who knows but to me, I certainly do not like it the way they express in such a way that it irritates me. True, not many people can take it easily but most of them may hold grudge against them and will eventually fight back by doing back the same thing. If it is me in the situation, I would not fight back directly but to strike by giving all in one shot blow by telling them when they ask. In this way I will either win or have nothing to lose. Profit!

It's already two months since I started working in a bank as a customer relationship officer. I have learned so many things especially discipline. First rule when working with a professional industry like bank, is to be discipline. Very discipline I mean. Punctuality does matter and it affects the most of your reputation. It's kinda sad for me to leave the bank but answering calls would not be my choice in future. Next would be to minimize the severity of mistakes you may do.Well as for me, I did one big mistake that the whole center actually knows about it. It was so embarrassing that I kept thinking about it but when one thing crosses my mind, it would calm myself down. I am leaving soon, so who cares what the fuck I did :)

Oh yeahh, there is another thing here. When you work in a place like this, please be more professional because the people are taking things so seriously and for granted. Do not use a torn paper to write a message to any person that you find ugly because they will fuck you up just because you give them a piece of torn paper containing very short message that worth throwing after reading it. Oh bother. What kind of person is that? As what I have said, I am going to quit soon enough that I will not see your fugly face anymore.

I can't wait to finish this and start studying again.

the Room

After a deep thought of deciding whether to stay or leave tbr, I have informed Zheng Yang that I won't be renting the room anymore. Decided to travel from Klang to college everyday. The rent is too expensive, I just can't afford it. This would help to reduce my daily expenses. It may be tiring to drive everyday but as long it is a better and cheaper way. I cannot simply spend at things I don't need. I've started to think maturely that working is not that simple as what you guys think. To earn money is super hard. It's true that the pay day is the happiest day for any working people but if ones do not have planning ahead, the pay would be gone just like that and end up suffering till the next pay day.

Right now I'm adapting to the environment of my work. Training has finally started and I have a lot of things to learn. Colleagues and I are getting closer and we are more united. We started to share things that happen in our lives, our experience, and many more. It's good to have them in such intense place, to laugh out loud together to relax after being so tired of answering calls. However, there's an indian girl who is a year younger than me started to irritates me and she's annoying. She came in 3 weeks after me and she started to crap different stories to different people. She's rude and immature I can say. Whining like a bitch, ohh wait, she is a bitch. Come on, if you like to complain so much about the job, just quit, simple as that. Aduhhh. she is such a drama queen. Nevermind about her. There are many kinds of people wearing different kinds of mask. All we need to do is be careful when you wanna say something that's on your mind because it may get you in trouble.

the fulfillment

I have started working almost for a month now. It wasn't that bad as I had imagined. Started to pick up calls as a customer relationship officer without being fully trained, the trainer is always busy and the center needs us, newbies to answer calls just to maintain the service level that they need to achieve every month. As you know, to be involved in such department, I have to be prepared to face any harsh and rude customers carrying zero intelligence brain, and I had my first one indeed, a very rude customer expressing his anger with filthy mouth.

Somehow, the enjoyment of working in this center started to fill me up everyday especially when it comes to 25th of every month. Having fun with other colleagues, joking around, and being an estet or a kattan in the office. Got to know some malay staffs and we started playing futsal together. Honestly, I am starting to like this job already.

When I logged onto facebook, I got to know that the sem is going to start on 9th May which I thought it was always be at the end of the month. I will quit the job at the end of May which leaves me no choice but to skip the classes. Oh wait, I do have annual leaves with me, and I will make use of these :) Hopefully I can resist the willing to work after being committed to the bank. That's all for now, gotta go. Nite!

the First day of work

Here starts my working life. Like others would always do, wake up early in the morning, stuck in a traffic jam being afraid all the time that you would be late for work, hell no on my first day! Not as what I have expected, the traffic wasn't that heavy maybe people are still on leave.What will you do if you arrive half an hour early? Just find some random restaurant or mamak stall near your workplace and grab some bites before your stomach cries for food while you're working. That's what I did in the morning, a plate of mee goreng with telur mata kerbau and a cup of teh tarik would fill up the morning.

So how was my first day? One word, BORED. It started with training before they let us to the battlefield. But I gotta admit that this job ain't that easy yo. Pick up calls till you dream of it and die. It is not even 3-5 seconds, the calls keep ringing all the time. You won't have time to chat with your colleagues or even check sms. Overall, it is an okay job. Got to know some of the mates already. They are friendly. What surprised me is that I am the only chinese that got hired and the only diploma holder while others are actually higher educated than me and far more experience too. I considered myself lucky :) Well of course I spotted some chicks.. Haha. and some double Ds too. cwhatididthere guise :) Brrrrrrrr.

kasut macam bunga mari

One last paper.. a pain in my ass to revise a subject that is known as walls of text. I have lost confidence on my result for this sem as I screwed up badly most of the papers. After finishing this final, I could sleep like a boss everyday until I find a job. New year is coming and it's time to do some shopping. When I was browsing some website and I came across with these two nike sneakers. It's a street fighter version of Chun Li and Ryu. Fell in love at the first sight. It is not only to one but both of the sneakers. Can you feel the awesomeness of these sneakers? I will get one of these awesome sneakers.

Nike SB Dunk Ryu

Nike SB Dunk Chun Li