Uhh, woke up with some greens sticking around my eyes. I know it is disgusting but I got it away with my fingers. Well, everyone does that not without me :D
To turn on my laptop with the dizziness still hanging in my head, is really hard. Opened some websites and I went to check out whether TarC has any important news. I saw 2 links - Date of Result Release and TarC Loan Fund. Guess what I saw which has led me to my day of the day.
My name is on the list! This news really put a smile on my face early in the morning.
I got the loan from them. They approved me, maybe because of some shit stories I told the program supervisor. RM 3, 500 per year, guess I don't have to worry about the fees anymore. The burden my parents carry has been loosen a lil by now, somehow.
Incoming Solo Plan
Finally, I have the chance to send my form to ptptn office to delay the payment. I'm still a student, how do you expect me to pay you? Just got to know that there is a branch located at KL Sentral. I'm going there tomorrow morning and maybe I'll just travel somewhere to get rid of my boredom. Of course, this is a not-money-spending trip. This time I'll just use my eyes to widen the view of someplace. RM15 is enough, perhaps?
Have been spending my holidays on dramas and games. I just can't find a meaningful yet useful thing to do. After I got some feedback from mum, my mood was so high up suddenly went down straight until it touched my heart and felt regret what I've done last time, regret for not using the time well, regret for not adapting observation skill, regret for not developing patience and more.
Now, time allows me to make things back right on track. There are lots of things waiting me to be done. Play around no more and focus on my future is my aim now BUT relaxation still is a must to have. Well, that's all for today and God of Fortune is calling me, there is an important meeting awaits me.
Have been spending my holidays on dramas and games. I just can't find a meaningful yet useful thing to do. After I got some feedback from mum, my mood was so high up suddenly went down straight until it touched my heart and felt regret what I've done last time, regret for not using the time well, regret for not adapting observation skill, regret for not developing patience and more.
Now, time allows me to make things back right on track. There are lots of things waiting me to be done. Play around no more and focus on my future is my aim now BUT relaxation still is a must to have. Well, that's all for today and God of Fortune is calling me, there is an important meeting awaits me.
Freed Not for Long
Free from suffering of going to college, not to hold any paper contains thousands words of knowledge, and free from sighting my notes but only for 2 weeks. It is a gift but a dull gift for me. I rather feel boring to be back in Klang but not at home. Friends have already started their lessons. Some are staying far apart while some are near yet so far too. This feeling is like, friends are getting a distance from each other with our age gaining up on us.
I had a thought. This thought in me, I'm a jerk, no doubt. I had some of my friends involved in that. If they find out about this, I'm sure they will kill me! Keep my mind shut I shall. Time makes me think a lot and I made up alot of unwanted thinking and consideration.
God please bless me a part time job!
Plan to fill my nights with a job for the coming semester. Cash ain't flowing well around me. I Need money - rent, bills, food, and many more. When I look into my wallet, I can barely see notes, not even coins. Thats my situation now.
Last night, I went to pick up my little brother at his tuition centre - Bukit Tinggi. Incredibly, there was a scene. I saw a motocyclist with a partner grabbed something not useful, I guess, from a couple. Those fuckers flee passby me and the guy was chasing them while carrying a leg injury. Conclusion, the couple went to Giant and acted like nothing has happened. I suppose the thieves snatched useless belonging. Bukit Tinggi is no longer a safe place to wander around at night. Those kind of people might roam around searching for weaklings.
I feel like going to club. As what I've said just not long ago, cash ain't flowing well! Pray to God, the next morning I wake up, few hundred is enough to appear on my bed. Dare not to greed. Hehe.
Money Not Enough Arghh!
I had a thought. This thought in me, I'm a jerk, no doubt. I had some of my friends involved in that. If they find out about this, I'm sure they will kill me! Keep my mind shut I shall. Time makes me think a lot and I made up alot of unwanted thinking and consideration.
God please bless me a part time job!
Plan to fill my nights with a job for the coming semester. Cash ain't flowing well around me. I Need money - rent, bills, food, and many more. When I look into my wallet, I can barely see notes, not even coins. Thats my situation now.
Last night, I went to pick up my little brother at his tuition centre - Bukit Tinggi. Incredibly, there was a scene. I saw a motocyclist with a partner grabbed something not useful, I guess, from a couple. Those fuckers flee passby me and the guy was chasing them while carrying a leg injury. Conclusion, the couple went to Giant and acted like nothing has happened. I suppose the thieves snatched useless belonging. Bukit Tinggi is no longer a safe place to wander around at night. Those kind of people might roam around searching for weaklings.
I feel like going to club. As what I've said just not long ago, cash ain't flowing well! Pray to God, the next morning I wake up, few hundred is enough to appear on my bed. Dare not to greed. Hehe.
Money Not Enough Arghh!
Another was gunned down, last one coming up soon
Ushh, here comes my last paper, Micro Econs. After that, I'm fucking free of writing my index no. in WORDS! on the answers booklet anymore but not for long because this is only my 1st sem lerr. Fucking asshole system. Really for fuck sake! There is already a number provided for us and why do we have to write the numbers out in words. This is fucking stupid! Well, maybe its my problem because I can't settle myself about this. Forget it.
Yesterday, I got a news from a friend that her friend got killed and burnt by four beasts which are around 16-22 in age. The victim got kidnapped by them after she was release from her part time job at some supermarket before the murder incident happened. She is only 16, my dear, she is so young and pretty too. Quite a distinction student as well.
For more detail, please search yourself.
Yesterday, I got a news from a friend that her friend got killed and burnt by four beasts which are around 16-22 in age. The victim got kidnapped by them after she was release from her part time job at some supermarket before the murder incident happened. She is only 16, my dear, she is so young and pretty too. Quite a distinction student as well.
For more detail, please search yourself.
R.I.P.
Hope those bastards got burn in hell till they can never reborn into world.
Hope those bastards got burn in hell till they can never reborn into world.
Courage Conquers Fear
Relative to the whole scheme of things, your life span should be compared to lighting a candle and immediately blowing it out. In other words, life is short - very short. Missing out on any of joys life offers is a tragedy.
If your life is being controlled by your fears, you are most certainly cheating yourself.
Courage is a mental muscle that conquers fear. Like all muscles, the more you use them the stronger they become. Courage is not something you are born with, it must be developed. Individuals who fail to develop courage, remain confined in mental prisons and face each day as mental lightweights.
It has been said if you face the thing you fear, fear leaves you.
There is no fear without courage. We all have fear, however, not everyone becomes subservient to their fears.
There is, very likely, something you wanted to do for years - move to another city, start your own business, apply for that better position, go after the big account. Whatever it is you should do it. Remember, life is not a practice run. This is it, A little courage leads to more.
Observe those poor souls who are without courage. They merely tiptoe through life hoping they make it safely to death.
You and I were never meant to live that way. Learn to live the way you like by no longer living as you dislike. Forge into the remainder of your day with an abundance of courage. That's living!
If your life is being controlled by your fears, you are most certainly cheating yourself.
Courage is a mental muscle that conquers fear. Like all muscles, the more you use them the stronger they become. Courage is not something you are born with, it must be developed. Individuals who fail to develop courage, remain confined in mental prisons and face each day as mental lightweights.
It has been said if you face the thing you fear, fear leaves you.
There is no fear without courage. We all have fear, however, not everyone becomes subservient to their fears.
There is, very likely, something you wanted to do for years - move to another city, start your own business, apply for that better position, go after the big account. Whatever it is you should do it. Remember, life is not a practice run. This is it, A little courage leads to more.
Observe those poor souls who are without courage. They merely tiptoe through life hoping they make it safely to death.
You and I were never meant to live that way. Learn to live the way you like by no longer living as you dislike. Forge into the remainder of your day with an abundance of courage. That's living!
Over Relaxation
I went to Malacca yesterday even just for a night stay. Friends over there were having steamboat party for Moon Cake Festival. I reached there around 7 in the evening and called si Wee Tat and si Man Chan to pick me up at Sentral. Too bad for Wee Tat because the moment I got into the car, I started to release my diu-ness towards him. Why I did so? Chris should know about this ^^
About MC leh, aihh. I ain't got things to say to you but to support you and yengness of the hair.
No doubt that he has gotten more handsome now, hair is much longer, the look doesn't change much though. I met the Ah Bin, Ah Shen and others.
Surprisingly, Ah Bin has gotten much Lalaa now with the new hairlook. As always and with improvement as well, he with his dancing skills and also newly adapted singing and instruments skills are always the temptation and the eye cathing one.
Ah Shen leh, give me 5 for the delicious victory against Ah Dee and Shaun over the counter strike. Lol. The score was 50 wins against 47. That was a tight and interesting war. But still, we are better than they are.
I had fun there and the emptiness of my stomach since my departure from Kl was filled full with sundry food especially the balls and few cups of chivas. Plus, a special drink made by Leon, Vodka with Ribena. Not bad though the taste.
Alright, fun and relaxation time is over. I'm going back to study mode. Tomorrow I am having a fucking exam, Hubungan Etnik which I don't understand why I have to take it since I've already taken LAN subject. Noob! Yeah, I admit that I'm having too much enjoyment activities and have been wandering around while I'm in the middle of exam week. What should I do to restore back my precious time to study? Well, study now lo.
About MC leh, aihh. I ain't got things to say to you but to support you and yengness of the hair.
No doubt that he has gotten more handsome now, hair is much longer, the look doesn't change much though. I met the Ah Bin, Ah Shen and others.
Surprisingly, Ah Bin has gotten much Lalaa now with the new hairlook. As always and with improvement as well, he with his dancing skills and also newly adapted singing and instruments skills are always the temptation and the eye cathing one.
Ah Shen leh, give me 5 for the delicious victory against Ah Dee and Shaun over the counter strike. Lol. The score was 50 wins against 47. That was a tight and interesting war. But still, we are better than they are.
I had fun there and the emptiness of my stomach since my departure from Kl was filled full with sundry food especially the balls and few cups of chivas. Plus, a special drink made by Leon, Vodka with Ribena. Not bad though the taste.
Alright, fun and relaxation time is over. I'm going back to study mode. Tomorrow I am having a fucking exam, Hubungan Etnik which I don't understand why I have to take it since I've already taken LAN subject. Noob! Yeah, I admit that I'm having too much enjoyment activities and have been wandering around while I'm in the middle of exam week. What should I do to restore back my precious time to study? Well, study now lo.
Friends
Strangers are everywhere not until we get to know them who they are, what they do, and where they live. This is a common activity when a community of strangers grouped up and learns the life together every day.
Friends are strangers at the beginning. Friends might become strangers back at the end. Pros and cons in every inch of the things we do, words we say or the thinking we convey.
Friends sometimes help and bring prospers but sometimes ruin you till you couldn’t get a step up the stairs again. Yeah, this world is so cruel and it can be crueler than u can ever imagine it. But life goes on till the end of our hearts beat stop and being born again into the very same world of where we end our life.
Friends are the most beautiful gift which ever present to us. Those who truly understand the meaning of friends wouldn’t drag you down but will die for you. Well, we should appreciate what we have and pursuit what we don't.
Just a simple piece of my mind. When I wrote about this, I felt it hard and harsh. Balik balik emo jugak.
Friends are strangers at the beginning. Friends might become strangers back at the end. Pros and cons in every inch of the things we do, words we say or the thinking we convey.
Friends sometimes help and bring prospers but sometimes ruin you till you couldn’t get a step up the stairs again. Yeah, this world is so cruel and it can be crueler than u can ever imagine it. But life goes on till the end of our hearts beat stop and being born again into the very same world of where we end our life.
Friends are the most beautiful gift which ever present to us. Those who truly understand the meaning of friends wouldn’t drag you down but will die for you. Well, we should appreciate what we have and pursuit what we don't.
Just a simple piece of my mind. When I wrote about this, I felt it hard and harsh. Balik balik emo jugak.
Wish You All the Best
I noticed that you've changed so much. Luckily, I can still recognize you. Well, if you wish to stay in this form, I can only wish all the best because that is the path you chose. If you are happy in this way, just go for it and pursuit what you need to get to be the best and I ain't got things to say but to stay beside you who will help you anytime you need it.
Just one advice to you:
Always think twice or trice before you decide a matter and the people around you especially your parents, they are the one who born you out to this very cruel world.
Remember this my dear, bring this wherever you go, whenever you decide a thing.
Just one advice to you:
Always think twice or trice before you decide a matter and the people around you especially your parents, they are the one who born you out to this very cruel world.
Remember this my dear, bring this wherever you go, whenever you decide a thing.
Sigh
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So long to Marcus
This morning, Marcus has just gone back to his own country, Australia and left us nothing but memories and his teaching to us. I really appreciate that because he taught me lots of knowledge about life, character, people, and the world too. Geez, I am missing him now. I miss having dinner with him. The fishes we used to have it together. But have to say that he is kinda cb, because he kept repeating the same old stuff he said and he did sometimes makes me feel bored. Too bad we can't take photo with him. Otherwise there will be a photo of him here. Why? Its a secret.
Time flies quickly without noticing it and I still can't get the feeling I used to have it at MMU. My so called Exam Feel. Tomorrow in the noon I'm going to fight a war, Tarc war or shall I call it Lapsap war? Lol. Its not the exam lapsap because I've yet to sit for it, not even for the 1st. It is just that the Tarc itself and the system of it really suck to the max.
Just now, we just rented out our small room to 2 girls. Both of them also Tarcian wor. Haha. I know Wen Xhin sure will express some of his eagerness to know more about this. Maybe Kok wei too :D .
Syok, I got extra money from Marcus as a present to me. Ts also got some too. I'm going to spur myself to a better field of life. Marcus, I will never forget about what you've told me since the day you stepped your very pro foot into Metroview.
Time flies quickly without noticing it and I still can't get the feeling I used to have it at MMU. My so called Exam Feel. Tomorrow in the noon I'm going to fight a war, Tarc war or shall I call it Lapsap war? Lol. Its not the exam lapsap because I've yet to sit for it, not even for the 1st. It is just that the Tarc itself and the system of it really suck to the max.
Just now, we just rented out our small room to 2 girls. Both of them also Tarcian wor. Haha. I know Wen Xhin sure will express some of his eagerness to know more about this. Maybe Kok wei too :D .
Syok, I got extra money from Marcus as a present to me. Ts also got some too. I'm going to spur myself to a better field of life. Marcus, I will never forget about what you've told me since the day you stepped your very pro foot into Metroview.
Lawatan Sambil Belajar
Here goes my study trip to Genting. Impressively, I spent only rm50 for the 3 days 2 nights adventure. That is what I called super budget trip. We brought and ingredients to cook over there. Mee goreng with hot dog, and pasta for dinner while breakfast, apa lagi? Breads, eggs, and hot dogs.
Luckily we didn't go for theme park. It suddenly rained right after we forecast-ed the weather and decided not to go in there because the fee can't be refunded. However, we saw a hot chick who made all of us stim ^^. That was the only chick we can see throughout the whole trip.
We have tried our best but not best to take 300 pictures. We have failed to do so. We managed to capture 264 photos somehow.
Promoting the very cool Carrefour toothbrush
Girlish sial!
Jacuzzi-ing
Robbie the Boss has just robbed our virginity in just a night!
The Great Lord and his 3 guardians. Middle one is the best
This is the breakfast I made
Weee!
Having some important discussion about how to overtake Genting :D
Who the fuck is this? Certainly not sathes. Drowning sial. Lol
Before we left, posing is a must to do.
Finally here comes the best pic of the trip but I need sathes to chill if you see this :D
Ta Da!
Luckily we didn't go for theme park. It suddenly rained right after we forecast-ed the weather and decided not to go in there because the fee can't be refunded. However, we saw a hot chick who made all of us stim ^^. That was the only chick we can see throughout the whole trip.
We have tried our best but not best to take 300 pictures. We have failed to do so. We managed to capture 264 photos somehow.
Promoting the very cool Carrefour toothbrush
Girlish sial!
Jacuzzi-ing
Robbie the Boss has just robbed our virginity in just a night!
The Great Lord and his 3 guardians. Middle one is the best
This is the breakfast I made
Weee!
Having some important discussion about how to overtake Genting :D
Who the fuck is this? Certainly not sathes. Drowning sial. Lol
Before we left, posing is a must to do.
Finally here comes the best pic of the trip but I need sathes to chill if you see this :D
Thats all for today. Study arrr!!
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