Approved!

Uhh, woke up with some greens sticking around my eyes. I know it is disgusting but I got it away with my fingers. Well, everyone does that not without me :D

To turn on my laptop with the dizziness still hanging in my head, is really hard. Opened some websites and I went to check out whether TarC has any important news. I saw 2 links - Date of Result Release and TarC Loan Fund. Guess what I saw which has led me to my day of the day.

My name is on the list! This news really put a smile on my face early in the morning.

I got the loan from them. They approved me, maybe because of some shit stories I told the program supervisor. RM 3, 500 per year, guess I don't have to worry about the fees anymore. The burden my parents carry has been loosen a lil by now, somehow.

Incoming Solo Plan

Finally, I have the chance to send my form to ptptn office to delay the payment. I'm still a student, how do you expect me to pay you? Just got to know that there is a branch located at KL Sentral. I'm going there tomorrow morning and maybe I'll just travel somewhere to get rid of my boredom. Of course, this is a not-money-spending trip. This time I'll just use my eyes to widen the view of someplace. RM15 is enough, perhaps?

Have been spending my holidays on dramas and games. I just can't find a meaningful yet useful thing to do. After I got some feedback from mum, my mood was so high up suddenly went down straight until it touched my heart and felt regret what I've done last time, regret for not using the time well, regret for not adapting observation skill, regret for not developing patience and more.

Now, time allows me to make things back right on track. There are lots of things waiting me to be done. Play around no more and focus on my future is my aim now BUT relaxation still is a must to have. Well, that's all for today and God of Fortune is calling me, there is an important meeting awaits me.

Freed Not for Long

Free from suffering of going to college, not to hold any paper contains thousands words of knowledge, and free from sighting my notes but only for 2 weeks. It is a gift but a dull gift for me. I rather feel boring to be back in Klang but not at home. Friends have already started their lessons. Some are staying far apart while some are near yet so far too. This feeling is like, friends are getting a distance from each other with our age gaining up on us.

I had a thought. This thought in me, I'm a jerk, no doubt. I had some of my friends involved in that. If they find out about this, I'm sure they will kill me! Keep my mind shut I shall. Time makes me think a lot and I made up alot of unwanted thinking and consideration.

God please bless me a part time job!

Plan to fill my nights with a job for the coming semester. Cash ain't flowing well around me. I Need money - rent, bills, food, and many more. When I look into my wallet, I can barely see notes, not even coins. Thats my situation now.

Last night, I went to pick up my little brother at his tuition centre - Bukit Tinggi. Incredibly, there was a scene. I saw a motocyclist with a partner grabbed something not useful, I guess, from a couple. Those fuckers flee passby me and the guy was chasing them while carrying a leg injury. Conclusion, the couple went to Giant and acted like nothing has happened. I suppose the thieves snatched useless belonging. Bukit Tinggi is no longer a safe place to wander around at night. Those kind of people might roam around searching for weaklings.

I feel like going to club. As what I've said just not long ago, cash ain't flowing well! Pray to God, the next morning I wake up, few hundred is enough to appear on my bed. Dare not to greed. Hehe.

Money Not Enough Arghh!

Another was gunned down, last one coming up soon

Ushh, here comes my last paper, Micro Econs. After that, I'm fucking free of writing my index no. in WORDS! on the answers booklet anymore but not for long because this is only my 1st sem lerr. Fucking asshole system. Really for fuck sake! There is already a number provided for us and why do we have to write the numbers out in words. This is fucking stupid! Well, maybe its my problem because I can't settle myself about this. Forget it.

Yesterday, I got a news from a friend that her friend got killed and burnt by four beasts which are around 16-22 in age. The victim got kidnapped by them after she was release from her part time job at some supermarket before the murder incident happened. She is only 16, my dear, she is so young and pretty too. Quite a distinction student as well.

For more detail, please search yourself.

R.I.P.

Hope those bastards got burn in hell till they can never reborn into world.