Culture shock.

Culture shock is the difficulty people have adjusting to a new culture that differs markedly from their own. Well I had my culture shock when I shifted to tar college. I am not a chinky Chinese people. I don't really speak Chinese, I can't write Chinese words. So it was kinda difficult for me to exchange few words with the people here. Can you imagine how I survive these four years in a Chinese community? So what's the big deal about having culture shock? There are many people around the world have had the similar cause. What I would have notice is that they manage to adjust and suit themselves into the neighbourhood. From what I have seen so far is that the Chinese people here are all so mysteriously themselves against each other and acting with such secrecy. Living in such politically surrounding, you CAN'T afford to SAY ANYTHING or DO ANYTHING that will cost you your social life. Don't you ever try something that heroicly projects your stupidity and get yourself ditched, meaning to say, you're so gonna be foreveralone. You would never want to be into this situation. Trust me, it sucks.

There is another issue where these people take things so upside down. Teasing them in a wrong way is so so gonna get you in trouble. Not only girls, guys too, you know! I had a situation where this person started tagging me and expressing anger saying that I was being so unfair and when other people started putting some of their opinion, that person acting all pussy and delete the post just like that. Yeah, just like that after stirring up some shit showing fucking dick faces. Oh yeah, one more thing, just for the record, they are so good at making people feeling guilty. All this wholesome shitty stuff is so poles apart. 

However, there are Chinese people that behave so differently or I should put them in this way, you will feel much better in a group of your type of people that understand your shit.

Damn Chinese people. Owai~

Colours in Disguise

In this world, people fight for their injustice, people fight for immorality, people fight for money, people fight to survive, and hazardously they fight only for themselves; egocentrically behaved. Generosity at first and being so selfish in the end as ones unveil true colours that has been a disguise to serve the concealment of identity. Only fools ( or naiveness )  who can still be deceived with such deceitful act. Consequences pay for not being aware of people and you lose when situation's real. They can be very dirty at all times not revealing a single trail to anyone noticing and can still be disguised of a wished individuality. It happens in everywhere now and then, when you're young, old, at school, college, workplace; just everywhere. Is being selfish the only way to live either in a close proximity community or great and very much widened society? People can change in a blink of eye when they come across of life and death situation where they critically need to become a survivor to be a person to live at the end, ignoring any significant consequences that may fall upon them. The cycle of hatred being disseminated everywhere crawling in my mind, so poisonously, and I need a place for my head. Finally, I've come to an understanding why some wealthy people would act like a poor bastard as if they are insulting the poors. God knows the intricacy, difficulty and confrontation they have suffered, with the privation of the necessity of normal and peaceful life.

Whatsoever, if there is a heaven, I would definitely NOT gonna be there, hell instead. I fight for retardery. Owai~ We fight for retardery with no mercy.

Retards with Cancer and Aids invaded Sg Lembing.

No matter what happens to the world that we are all living in, we are still going to be awesomely retarded; no cure for this cancer and aids :)

How far would you go for money

    As far as the world is concerned, it is still being engaged in a manner where money would indeed help to settle rather many problems, it's either in a good way as you can see it or perhaps the darker side where eyes and heart are plastered showing only shadow. Have you ever wonder how far would you go for when something happens to you or your family and friends, if there's verdict needed to make involving money and your conscience. The complexity of inner sense and money would certainly craft a confusion to people whom are needing both equally.  It came to my surprise and coincidently that there were people talking about this matter as this thought came across my mind. I posted a question to a friend: If there's a person accidentally knocked down your family member who was crossing road, he/she then offers RM1mil to cover shits up begging not to report. Your family member suffers two broken legs which may be a disabled forever. Bear in mind that you come from a poor background family. You do not have the money to sue the jerk. Now what will you do? To fight with your conscience but may not be able to win against a wealthy people that buys law to their side, or to go against your inner sense to accept the offer that may change how people look at you. Many people may choose to fight but when it comes to you in reality, who knows you might change your mind as money and life is almost on par in this changing humanity.

    Well that's about money and life, what about betraying yourself wanting money so badly that when people who are fat, ugly, and always talk about food you bad mouthed all this while offer you few thousands ringgit to have sex with you. Would you go for it? Lol. That's about it. 

YNWA

After so many posts, they have been so pictureless, nothing but only words that would only make reader go chinkier, what I mean is that the eyes get smaller the longer they look at the paragraphs. I am going to spice this up by just adding one photo inside. It is a dream come true as I have always wanted to see them in action right in front my eyes. When I was uploading this photo, I had a flashback where a screenshot of this moment was actually in my dream, probably years ago.

The tickets to Liverpool vs Malaysia and training passes to watch them train before the match day.

Fuck yeahh if you know how excited I am. Only the fans will understand the feeling of having these tickets which would mean more than anything else. Some people asked that what's the point of watching them sapu Malaysia, not even a tight match. Well, what I can say is those are bullshits as if they are really supporting Liverpool or one of the Reds. It's not about team who they are against with or players who are coming down to Malaysia, it's about the spirit of being a Liverpool fan, the joy of seeing them in live kicking ass in Bukit Jalil. This is the very first time Liverpool is coming to Malaysia. Rawwrrrrrr!


Just wanna share a video made by Aaron. We went through so many shits and storm and not forgetting incoming shitstorm in the future that we are ready to face. I bet no one can be as retarded as we are. Kappe forever, nuff said. <3<3

diminishing value

Does it really matter to a person to get a good result regardless of going through the process, or being with the people you like that really matters, what about the joy of having fun together, laughing out loud so cheerfully. Some people could just value only for themselves and being so selfish, robbing every chances just to reach the outcome sought. Well I guess humans are naturally born to be evil, the immorality of them that have clearly elucidate the act of such person brings no peace to people like me.

What's the point of being so sisterly hood if you can not conceal the thought of being so jealous, beautified, and do not link the bond of trust that a relationship should have. Having so many problems and yet those can't be settled down with forgiveness. Don't be such a futile person whom lives in vain. This is such miserable way to reach the end of your life. Didn't quotes teach you that you have to let go and move on otherwise you'll be living in the past. This is not inception where you can fix things right through dreams but wake up in reality realizing you still have tons of purpose to complete and you have to run, not walk. The message I was trying to convey is that time does not wait for us to trail what we are pursuing at the moment, falling behind is not a good sign either. Stop being so pessimistic as it carries you no further but only quarter of life.

paper that would crush you so badly

Some people have the tendency to brag about what they have achieved or what they have done that makes them proud to tell in your face that they are so showing off of themselves. Maybe they were trying to share with you or they are being themselves truthfully, who knows but to me, I certainly do not like it the way they express in such a way that it irritates me. True, not many people can take it easily but most of them may hold grudge against them and will eventually fight back by doing back the same thing. If it is me in the situation, I would not fight back directly but to strike by giving all in one shot blow by telling them when they ask. In this way I will either win or have nothing to lose. Profit!

It's already two months since I started working in a bank as a customer relationship officer. I have learned so many things especially discipline. First rule when working with a professional industry like bank, is to be discipline. Very discipline I mean. Punctuality does matter and it affects the most of your reputation. It's kinda sad for me to leave the bank but answering calls would not be my choice in future. Next would be to minimize the severity of mistakes you may do.Well as for me, I did one big mistake that the whole center actually knows about it. It was so embarrassing that I kept thinking about it but when one thing crosses my mind, it would calm myself down. I am leaving soon, so who cares what the fuck I did :)

Oh yeahh, there is another thing here. When you work in a place like this, please be more professional because the people are taking things so seriously and for granted. Do not use a torn paper to write a message to any person that you find ugly because they will fuck you up just because you give them a piece of torn paper containing very short message that worth throwing after reading it. Oh bother. What kind of person is that? As what I have said, I am going to quit soon enough that I will not see your fugly face anymore.

I can't wait to finish this and start studying again.

the Room

After a deep thought of deciding whether to stay or leave tbr, I have informed Zheng Yang that I won't be renting the room anymore. Decided to travel from Klang to college everyday. The rent is too expensive, I just can't afford it. This would help to reduce my daily expenses. It may be tiring to drive everyday but as long it is a better and cheaper way. I cannot simply spend at things I don't need. I've started to think maturely that working is not that simple as what you guys think. To earn money is super hard. It's true that the pay day is the happiest day for any working people but if ones do not have planning ahead, the pay would be gone just like that and end up suffering till the next pay day.

Right now I'm adapting to the environment of my work. Training has finally started and I have a lot of things to learn. Colleagues and I are getting closer and we are more united. We started to share things that happen in our lives, our experience, and many more. It's good to have them in such intense place, to laugh out loud together to relax after being so tired of answering calls. However, there's an indian girl who is a year younger than me started to irritates me and she's annoying. She came in 3 weeks after me and she started to crap different stories to different people. She's rude and immature I can say. Whining like a bitch, ohh wait, she is a bitch. Come on, if you like to complain so much about the job, just quit, simple as that. Aduhhh. she is such a drama queen. Nevermind about her. There are many kinds of people wearing different kinds of mask. All we need to do is be careful when you wanna say something that's on your mind because it may get you in trouble.

the fulfillment

I have started working almost for a month now. It wasn't that bad as I had imagined. Started to pick up calls as a customer relationship officer without being fully trained, the trainer is always busy and the center needs us, newbies to answer calls just to maintain the service level that they need to achieve every month. As you know, to be involved in such department, I have to be prepared to face any harsh and rude customers carrying zero intelligence brain, and I had my first one indeed, a very rude customer expressing his anger with filthy mouth.

Somehow, the enjoyment of working in this center started to fill me up everyday especially when it comes to 25th of every month. Having fun with other colleagues, joking around, and being an estet or a kattan in the office. Got to know some malay staffs and we started playing futsal together. Honestly, I am starting to like this job already.

When I logged onto facebook, I got to know that the sem is going to start on 9th May which I thought it was always be at the end of the month. I will quit the job at the end of May which leaves me no choice but to skip the classes. Oh wait, I do have annual leaves with me, and I will make use of these :) Hopefully I can resist the willing to work after being committed to the bank. That's all for now, gotta go. Nite!

the First day of work

Here starts my working life. Like others would always do, wake up early in the morning, stuck in a traffic jam being afraid all the time that you would be late for work, hell no on my first day! Not as what I have expected, the traffic wasn't that heavy maybe people are still on leave.What will you do if you arrive half an hour early? Just find some random restaurant or mamak stall near your workplace and grab some bites before your stomach cries for food while you're working. That's what I did in the morning, a plate of mee goreng with telur mata kerbau and a cup of teh tarik would fill up the morning.

So how was my first day? One word, BORED. It started with training before they let us to the battlefield. But I gotta admit that this job ain't that easy yo. Pick up calls till you dream of it and die. It is not even 3-5 seconds, the calls keep ringing all the time. You won't have time to chat with your colleagues or even check sms. Overall, it is an okay job. Got to know some of the mates already. They are friendly. What surprised me is that I am the only chinese that got hired and the only diploma holder while others are actually higher educated than me and far more experience too. I considered myself lucky :) Well of course I spotted some chicks.. Haha. and some double Ds too. cwhatididthere guise :) Brrrrrrrr.

kasut macam bunga mari

One last paper.. a pain in my ass to revise a subject that is known as walls of text. I have lost confidence on my result for this sem as I screwed up badly most of the papers. After finishing this final, I could sleep like a boss everyday until I find a job. New year is coming and it's time to do some shopping. When I was browsing some website and I came across with these two nike sneakers. It's a street fighter version of Chun Li and Ryu. Fell in love at the first sight. It is not only to one but both of the sneakers. Can you feel the awesomeness of these sneakers? I will get one of these awesome sneakers.

Nike SB Dunk Ryu

Nike SB Dunk Chun Li

Job, finally!

I am really going to have myself eating roti and maggie every day if don't get a job to cover my expenses. Well, I got lucky I guess. Hui Kian called me up and offered me a job at lowyat where I only need to stand like a retard and do nothing for 3 days. Too bad I can't join for the netball this weekend and I'm so sorry to Choon Kit. I promised him that I'll play badminton tomorrow but I have to pass. I bet Koon Yee would go mad about this. It's been awhile I never see him.

Classmates and I have been discussing about a trip to PD next two weeks to have some fun and relax ourselves after a tiring days of completing assignments and midterms. Next semester would be an internship of 3 months for the students. Most of the mates would apply the internship or maybe some are not going to work but go back to their hometown instead. That's why we are planning this trip because we will not be seeing each other for 3-4 months. As for me, I am still considering about applying an internship position. The allowance given is just too low and would not be enough to cover the petrol and some other shits. What I have in mind is that, I'm going to apply a real job as in earning what a diploma graduate should get as I am funding for degree at SHU. I'm not sure if things work out smoothly but I'll just do what I can.

That's all for today. Ciaoz

Played Alive

Assignments

Pheww. Few assignments are gunned down and two more to go. Check here and there is not an easy task. Once you have found mistakes in the assignments, would you amend it or you don't give a fuck at all because it's not your part? Truth be told that I did amend all of it. I give a damn about it because of the marks are mine. Now I really do miss Mano. She's been a great mate all the time. I just wish she could be here =(

Budget

I've been using up alot of cash this lately. Birthday celebration, outings and best buy of the year = my new desktop. Wallet pun dah kering dahhh, stay at home makan roti and maggie mee. I need more cash just to get one more stuff to complete the whole thing. SC2 FTW. I need to save up another RM200 just to get that thing.

Futsal


Futsal is just awesome in every way. I have been playing quite often and as a result, I feel that I have improved so much that I could stay in the court for the whole game and my ball controlling is getting better. Passing like a Stevie G is getting ideal. The best is that I get to play with my bros where the tardforce is united and nothing can stop us. It is too jizzefied and overwhelming. I wish I can play with them every day. It will be fun.

This is how l roll, like /7

Hi. I'm updating this post with a different status now. Get what I mean? I'm single kthxbai =)
Everytime when Alicia came in to see my blog but end up seeing the same post. Chill lah. Now I'm giving you something new =)

What had I done for the past few months? Chill the fuck out. Simple as that.
I'd been to P.Tioman with my bros. Had a lot of fun out there. The best thing of us is that being retarded together is just how we roll, like /7 like that, all the excitement, bros4life.

One shot that I took. Quite like it. I'm feeling this photo yo

Group photo 1

 Waterfall Kg Juara. Laughing out together like retard =)

Group photo 2

So how's my life? Assignments, mid term tests as usual. New brix is, I'm getting a new rig in few days time. I'm so excited and I just can't hide it =). This is how I roll yo. /7

♥Our Story♥

Although today is not a big date nor an anniversary but it is a date that we have know each other for a year now. This one year, we have gone through a lot of things that we are together now and will be forever. It is not a big surprise from me to celebrate this. I know that you are busy with the workloads. I didn't mean to show it like this. At least I still remember. It is not one year yet but by 12 am later it will exactly be it. 


I just wanna say I love you baby <3

The changes

After for so long, finally I get to log on to my page and I'll try to make things happen here. Alright..

First of all, I have just gunned down one final as an advanced diploma student and now I'm tasting my 1st sem break. When the new sem starts, I gotta start worrying about my result. Hopefully I don't have to pay extra for the bill.

Secondly, bros are going back to UK soon enough. So I gotta spend as much time as possible with them although I don't play Starcraft 2 yet just because my laptop is too brixy to run that game and not having an account is also one of the reasons. Whatever it is, there's only thing I know about having these guys around me is that I can count on them whenever I need them. bros4life.

Thirdly, I screwed up my relationship this lately. Ah ah not good not good. Don't really wanna touch about it. Sometimes we have to learn how to let go. Being too stubborn could make things worse. Maybe giving up on something will simply let you at peace. So I'm learning hard to let go of my hands and start moving on.

End of story.

Futsal yo!

World Cup has started, and it's going to be Holland or Germany as what I can foresee it. I guess many people are dying now or hundreds might have already jumped off from building due to unexpected early exits and shocking defeat from the great ones (gambling yo). I should have bet on Germany from the beginning. Because of world cup, I had missed out few classes already, luckily those were lectures, so no big deal.

This world cup inspires me for futsal yo. I had a great game last few weekends at Malacca. Enjoy playing futsal with the fags. Good thing is, I'm still as good as stevie G =). Now I'm itching for it, for the ball! for Jabulani! I am going to hunt for teams to play with.

I'm attached!

Hola! It's been awhile since I left my blog obsolete.  Now here I am to bring you some news that have been happening around me recently.

I guess most of you who have been reading my blog all this while knows that I am no longer single anymore. Yes, I'm attached to someone already. She's just everything to me. After all the moments we have shared and when things got complicated, we are finally together. A happy couple :)Love you baby <3                                                                                                                                        [22.4.2010]

Secondly fyi, I had completed my 2 years course of a diploma. In other words, I'm graduating provided that I pass the finals I had engaged in last month. With the effort I'd put into it, I have the confidence that I'll get good result. Along with the decision I'd made last few month that I will continue my studies to advanced diploma and to get a degree in UK after it, I wish my friends get to graduate with me. For those unfortunates, please study hard for your future because you might just not wanna ruin it. God bless me and all of them =)

Right after the last paper, I got a job and went for a training. It was a Milo Roadshow where we had to approach and attract customers to participate our games to win a grand prize. I was selected as a team leader. Had been working for this for 2 weekends already. Somehow I screwed up something >.< She knows where I did wrong. Aiks. Will never do that again, I promise.

My birthday passed not long ago. They celebrated my day at the gardens, 1U. I felt guilty because I had been busy to set up my booth on that night, hence I didn't really spend time with them. I appreciate what they did for me.Thank you guys.

 Thanks baby for the cake and a wonderful present

On Wednesday night, we went to club at Overtime where we could get bottles of vodka for free. We had 4 bottles among 29 of us. Overtime is more like a pub where we couldn't get ourselves high enough. We decided to switch place to Aloha. It was a crazy night. Thanks Ruixanne and Shinn for the present. It's my all time favourite Polo T shirt. =)

How many 10 years are there in life? =)

Received another exciting job from ah han. Last time was to escort Ling Yu Chong and some infamous local artists at genting. This time, artists from HongKong came to perform at Sunway Resort grand ball room. Those who've always watch tvb drama, I bet you would know this line, "yan sang yau gei duo gor sap lin" (in cantonese). Yes! Chai 9 kor came to Malaysia as a guest performer along with three leng lui artists for Panasonic Gala Night Dinner. His wife followed too. We were escorting and protecting them while they were doing their shopping at Pyramid. Stress began to build up as there people started to notice his presence. Fortunately it was weekdays, therefore not many people were in the mall. We could at least rest ourselves but not till at night!

The ball room is awesome and as everyone knows that it's quite a prestigious place. Thus I had to dressed up appropriately to keep up with the standard.

And the night has begun where the guests in the ball started to get drunk and were playing so crazily. When it was Chai 9 kor's moment to take the stage, we the bodyguard surrounded around the stage and set up a perimeter to a formation. As we thought so, drunkards were pushing around to get near the stage or even climb up. We had to hold each others' hand to push them off. Unexpectedly, a guy who was so drunk started to molest me and playing with my TITS! What the fuck!.Darnnn..He even knocked on my head few times. Asshole!

For god sake, that moment lasted not for long. We were so relieved when he ended his performance. And so the dinner ended. We were still on duty until we escorted him safely to his room.

In conclusion, I had fun!

So who's next? Lol..

simple yet so complicated

Sometimes being too simple will only create complication. Who doesn't want to be simple? But life ain't gonna be as smooth as you think it would be. If you have ever complain once, you are not simple, same goes to everything in your life. So how to be simple? Not to complain? Not even once? Hell No!

What happens if a person sees a situation with a sense of simplicity over 9k? That person will never know the possibilities of what's going to come about.

Paramore is still in my head. Hayley rocked my world. Enjoyed my trip and concert with my friends and most of all my cuzzie, Aretha. Thanks for the ticket!

For more pics, please log on to my facebook.

 Oh Hayley!

Celebration Everywhere. Twice the Fun.

It's another stressful semester. I still can't believe that damn Lee Hock Ge is my lecturer again. He sucks to the max. The concern is, the subject he's teaching is so freaking hard. He can hardly converse in simple, or even a rojak English. Gratefully he doesn't get to teach my class for tutoring, otherwise this gonna be the worst nightmare as he will screw my last semester of the diploma.

Here's another matter that quite a displeasing one. Is she out of her fucking mind to charge us RM20 for this semester? It's not only too pricey, in fact super duper expensive, but heard that she's going to misuse the money in some way. I hope she will keep her words to return us the extra money which have been excessively paid. Or else, an intensifying demonstration is going to fuck you upside down.

Enough of those shits.

I had a great time with my friends during CNY. Besides, house visiting and gambling, there were some other activities we enjoiced.

 Went skating. Luckily I could actually skate still on the ice after 6 years since the last time I went in there. Celebrated Mun Ling's birthday.

 Ruixanne hosted a party. We had makan makan session at there. The food were nice and decent especially the muruku which I almost finished it. I just couldn't resist the temptation of the muruku and held it for the whole night.

  

 

 

Did some cam whore session with the girls while others were so busy gambling  =)

Lastly, FGS Dong Zhen Temple was the place to visit on the last day of CNY. 

What's next? Paramore of course! I'm going to Singapore this weekend. Rawrr!!