Problems of no problems

It's true when people say that do not keep all the problems to yourself. Share to someone close to you or to those who can really advice you. Because, you would suffer so much by not letting go the stress and pressure you mount up everyday. It will eventually drives you crazy. The insanity in you would be ignited just like that. If you think you can handle with these with a fine way, it would be alright but to those who couldn't deal with it may fall so hard until your mood will become so down and expressionless.

I had this situation but I managed to cope it well. I find friends to talk with. I share my problems with my friends.

But most of all,
what really make my day is by just seeing you would live me up and put a big smile on my face. Anything that can't be solved will be resolved by just looking at you.

true.story.com

Be strong

Result checked. Not satisfied but I'm grateful that I passed all the subjects.
Why?
Ate too much bun and wasn't at home for almost every night before my papers.
I want to blame Sathes, Lai and Kev for this. Lol. Just kidding.

New sem has started not long ago. As expected, assignments have started to pile up on the 1st day itself. As usual, the mood is yet to come. It's already week 3 now, everybody is getting started and I'm still slacking around acting like a burden-less college student.
Well, it's about time to get serious. Assignments! Here I come!



Everything's gonna be alright. These are just downturns of your life you have to face. Be strong and be tough. Take it slowly. It doesn't have to be done in a rush. I know you can do it. I'm always be at your side.

My feeling for you

I don't care anymore whether you're busy or going to fully concentrate on your studies. My feeling just can't hide. All my saying were maybe a lil silly but I'm so into you this much. Everywhere I go, you would appear in my thoughts. Everywhere I look, your shadow will be in my sight. It gets stronger as days go by. I might not good in expressing this but I truly hope that you and I are going to be together forever. I know I am not putting more effort to bridge us together but I'm trying hard. As you said, time can change anything. It will change something between us.

The presence of yours has light up my way of living.
You're stubborn, I'm soft-hearted. You have a negative way of thinking but I'm positive and I will learn up more to be. I don't mind if I have to speak broken Mandarin but I'll learn it to the toppest regardless the resistive mouth of mine and the difficulties.

I don't think I can fulfill the 3 days without you in my life. I'm going to forfeit it. I will never give up no matter how you wanna push me away. If you scared you'd hurt my feeling, don't mind about it. as I'm afraid that I can't be giving you enough. But believe me, I'm going to make you fall for me even I have to be a such a bad ass to make you break your promise.

Colours

I had quite a lonely yet a relaxing 2 weeks of holiday. The only 2 activities I had were Bukit Tinggi, Pahang trip and a bbq night at my house. Sounds miserable right? But I did enjoyed and truly appreciates the time we had together because without them, I might just be another lifeless guy who didn't even get a ring from the cellphone.

Caught in the act!

Lucas being adored but the truth we will never know! :D

However, it doesn't sound bad like it seemed because there's a wonderful thing has happened to me. A girl who appeared has just sparkled up my colourless life which had only black and white painting . I am finally learning how to use a proper way of colouring to spice up anything I can.

As time flies, the wound that carved incredibly deep has started to heal up. Learning not to stress things out and to lose the tension of certain strings which got tied up in dramas. Honestly, I'm seeing things more clearly now. To be in a state of hostility, to carry an intense feeling everywhere, to hate and to feel hatred, these are burdens of life and why be in those states? It's simple, we can't love if we don't hate.

Do you know your enemy..

Now I really started to get irritated about how you act although you know it's just so not appropriate. By simply saying sorry will not put us at any ease situation at all. Plus it may make thing worse. I truly hope that what I thought about you is not going to be true.

New divide..

I remembered black skies, the lightning all around me. I remember each flash as time began to blur. Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me. And your voice was all I heard and I get what I deserve.

So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean. Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes. Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between. Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide.

There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned. There was nowhere to hide, the ashes fell like snow. And the ground caved in between where we were standing. And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve.

In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you deny. And each regret and each goodbye was a mistake too great to hide. And your voice was all I heard that I get what I deserve.

So give me reason to prove me wrong to wash this memory clean. Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes. Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between. Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies across this new divide.

Aaron, faham tak? Lol. I expect you to understand this..